This is getting to me. I think she wants more. I try not to mix fantasy with reality but I’m not sure I’m succeeding. She’s beautiful so there’s no shortage of attention from msgs or anyone else. I’ve been in her life for at least 16 years and she is now an adult. I had the opportunity to move sexting numbers with her but I think I blew it because I was looking for more. I’ll shorten as much as possible but a lot of details will be omitted by shortening it.
Her mother and I don’t have sex much. We sleep in separate rooms. Her daughter, the beautiful one, became my buddy. When she was younger she would twerk dance in front of me in a mirror and look back to see if I noticed. I did but I’m no pedophile so there was no action. Once she got up from our chit chat placed her hand on my groin to help herself up but again she was so young. I told her mom I felt SD was acting inappropriately. Nothing came of it. I just chalked it free sexting numbers up as hormones.
Years later: We’ve gotten close but the inappropriate behaviour ceased. When we go out together she notices everyone that notices me. Her mom informed me that all her daughter’s boyfriends have been very similar to me. Often the same zodiac as well. I chalked that up as her wanting a man like her dad but her mom insists its creepy. I’m not her real dad. Smh. She’s also inviting me to hang with her and her girlfriends real sexting numbers from time to time. Weird? I hang out with them but sometimes feel out of place. Who wants their dad to hang with their friends. Her friends are weird around me…I figured because I’m her SF but they can barely look me in the eye but they hug me constantly. My SD says she don’t like their weirdness and is considering not letting them hang with us. She also informs me her friends is beginning to be into older men. Her friends are now inviting me over. With my SD of course.
Later: My SD tells me her Mom is not good for me. We should leave her mom and move out of town with her and help each other get settled. She said she would keep the move a secret. I thought about it deeply but refused girls numbers for sexting because i couldn’t hurt her mom. I didn’t want to chance the move because I knew my intentions and didn’t want to trick her with a secret agenda. I told her I couldn’t. To my surprise she began crying. She said she thought she would finally have a good chance to have something good and have someone in her corner. I didn’t think she was so serious about it. She said she changed her mind about the move and didn’t want to go.
She and her mom argues often about her hanging with me but she refuses to stop. When we talk her mom comes flying in to where we are making things uncomfortable. I know she does it to break up the convo. As a result the beautiful one said something to her mom that has really shocked and caused a rift between them over me but her mom wont tell me what sexting numbers free the beautiful one said. Her mom said its like she’s competing with another woman over me and has recently put her SD out. Later on vacation the mom admitted: ‘I think she wanted you like a woman wants a man’. I thought she was being jealous. But my friends are starting to wonder why we hang so much.They tell me to be careful, she wants to hang too much and is too beautiful to be in any weird situations with her. I see them secretly lusting after her. Lol they all do. She couldn’t be more beautiful. Her inner spirit is pixie like. Random: I still talk to her about 3 times a week.I help her out from time to time. She takes care that her mom don’t have a clue we talk. I ended getting into a heated argument with her mom and i got a hotel room. My SD asked if she could go with me but seem to be put off when I called the hotel and ask for double bedroom. We went I fell asleep early. And I didn’t hear from her afterwards for about 2 weeks.
Recently: She doesn’t do the tacky thing like bend over in front of me and that sort of thing but you can’t get air in those pants. They are always tight as hell. She does try to upgrade her wardrobe when we go out and get frustrated by her lack of options in ‘mature clothing’. She dresses so maturely when we hang that people are always like hey free phone sexting numbers lovebirds. Or…is this your…umm…wife? We’ve never corrected any of them. I wonder why she doesn’t. I know why I don’t…the words are like Mozart. I’m back to talking to her often. She’s beginning to hint around about me leaving her evil mom and moving out of town together to start a new life. She claims she wouldn’t feel a way about me dating someone else instead of her mom. She is beginning to get really relaxed around me and the convo is more free. She wants to go everywhere with me. She’s extremely strong and outgoing to everyone else but seems slightly uncomfortable with me and rarely makes eye contact. Makes me ask myself: Wonder if it’s because she can feel my desire? Or is it her own? Is she feeling me? Or am I laying fantasy over the normalcy of a loving SD? Any case, I want her but I’m afraid I’ve waited too late.